It was difficult not being able to share with others the joy and love i had for Pastor Rick. Of course, i understood why we had to be extremely discreet about our relationship but when we were together i never wanted it to end. Sundays after church were usually the most convenient time for Him to come to my apartment without raising suspicion from His wife. “Church business” He called it. Our relationship began when my parents made me go to Him for counseling to “cure” my homosexuality. He was so warm and welcoming that i quickly fell in love. It was all so natural. Our first kiss was passionate and loving and i nearly wept. He took my virginity and we’ve never used a condom because i’m His now; His seed stays inside me for as long as i can hold it. i love Him and He loves me.